YO !
sister here wishing EVERYONE , especially my dearest brother ,
an early HAPPY NEW YEAR ! ♥
*scream & shout*
haha, be happy !

p.s. I LOVE BROTHER YO!


Jesus is always there
I LOVE YOU JESUS! :) without you I'm dead.

You forgive me when I sin
You stand by me when I cast you away
You still love me even though I blame you when everything goes wrong
Most of all,you LOVE me with all your heart even when I say I hate you.

You're fantastic Jesus.no matter what happens to me,I know you're always watching me.and I know you're the one who loves me the MOST.

When I fall down I stand up
When I'm in pain,i'll be fine after awhile
When I'm scared,I try to face my fears
When I feel that i can't move on,i will feel lifted up

Now I know Jesus,when I fall you gave me the strength to stand
when I'm in pain,you will be there to ease it
when I'm scared,you give me the courage to face my fears
and when I can't move on,that where you carried me.

:( I feel I'm in the wrong.no.I know I'm in the wrong.I'm sorry.dont deserve so much care from
someone like you.sorry..sorry.useless me.goodbye dear one.. T.T

PS: I'm missing you already sis...

I realise I'm only needed by people when have problems or being sad.other than that,I'll be treated like I'm invisible.won't bother bout me.won't come and check whether I'm fine.never.now I know.whats the use of having love ones than? Fuck


i've spoiled it
Thanks la sensitivity.you spoiled it.I wonder why I must be so sensitive..now,haiya.its just gone already.what to do..only can blame myself.stupid idiotic me.very saddening. :( oh wells,at least won't hurt people already than.guess thats a good thing. :) great..nothing to post.want go nurse my soar throat now. ( I'm still gorging myself with chocolates! I'm gonna get diabetics soon) [:

Ciao
PS: Gone and broken
:(

9:30 AM | 0 comments

YO! :) I'm back from Malaysia.hahaha.had quite a great time there.bought a red long sleeve shirt and a jeans from topman! :D dam I love it so dam much! Ahaha.ate loads of food there.definately more fat already.Sunway lagoon theme park rocks la! When to the land park first.sat on the Viking TWICE! :D it was extremly fun man! Went dam fast and turn 360 degrees.that was alittle scary la.hung there for 3 seconds.but dam fun la.after that,went to the scream park.LOL,it was dam boring la the place so not scary at all.only my brother so scared of them.keep n shaking.than make them want to scare him more.very lousy la.was only scared when the guy suddenly jump infront of me. ._. Very hard to sleep at night also la.air-con so feeling cold la.blanket so thin some more! Oh wells,nothing already.oh,and thanks Celine for posting for me ane editing my blog! later still got christmas eve mass at midnight! :D can't waiiiiiit! xDDDD

Ciao! [:
PS: bruddersheep gang gone already...

:D

4:27 PM | 0 comments

YO !
guess who?
since brother is away, i shall help him post :D :D :D
Celine: Hey Bro, relink me!
Celine pretending to be Bro: *no reply
Celine: Oh Well, NEVER MIND :D I shall relink me, myself :b

okay, im seriously retarded now.
ignore ignore.
hehe!
COME BACK SOON BRO!
imy! ♥

8:24 PM | 0 comments

*Gasping* finally finish packing my bag for tomorrow's trip! :) freaking tired man! Ohoh,this post is suppose to be for that little devil dawn so here's to you Dawn! :D I thank you for making me smile today.uhhhhh,I just feel very grateful towards you! Aiya,you should know what I mean right! :x and I hope you know,that I'll always be there for you! :D anyway,maybe I want to be like joker! Go scar my mouth! :D than I will always be smiling! HAHA! Joking joking.jokes aside.Celine,I'm really sorry for today eh.couldn't control myself.just had loads of moodswings.I'm sorry.oh wells gtg! Little nonya starting in 30mins time! :D

CIAO!
PS: Celine sis,I miss you so very much! :( ILY!

11:46 AM | 0 comments

Emotions.just can't control it.just don't understand why is it like that.can't control only show attitude.wth.just ruining my friendship only.maybe I'll just stop talking to those I care bout.haha,than won't hurt them in anyway.hahaha..oh wells.just my luck.screwed up life.going Malaysia tomorrow.wont be bringing phone.so will only reply messages when I come back on tuesday.thats it,I'll end here.

Ciao.
PS: fuck life.

9:23 PM | 0 comments

HELLO! :) back from GP's house.finally! Going Malaysia on Saturday. :D fun fun fun I guess.wells.don't really feel like blogging.

Ciao.
PS: SOPHIA IS PRETTY ! :)

D:

6:12 PM | 0 comments

HELLOS :D
im dawn :x
he told me to help him post .
he said his bored, & unable to online .
x.x
i got nth to say lerh LOLOLOLOL
byeebyeeeeeee readers :x
sorry for th very short post .
not in the mood D:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Labels: i look retarded now D: -'-

10:30 PM | 0 comments

PISSED !
Dam eff-ed up! So many stupid problems! HATE it la.REALLY HATE THAT PERSON SO MUCH RIGHT NOW! BIG FUCKER IN MY LIFE! Everything i do also not good for you.FINE.you're no one to me anymore.really having the worse point of life now.feel like I'm falling apart any time.oh wells,i got to move on with life.anyway,really boring day today.woke up at around 10 than checked my phone and saw a text from bernice.talked to her for the whole morning.dont worry Bernice if you need someone to talk to,i'm always here! :D or if you need someone to kill you can always TRY and kill me. :D after that,ate lunch studied awhile! Feel bad man,only studied awhile :( i just cant focus! After that went to sleep till 4! Woke up went down and had something to eat at the coffee shop.actually i didn't eat anything.only drank i can of coke! :D at that point was not feeling happy at all.than phone vibrated and its a text from CELINE ! :) haha,that made me happy.talked for quite awhile than i told her all my problems and being that sweet girl,she cheered me up! :) thank you lil sis! You so lucky la! Get to stayover at friends house! DAM!! ._. after dinner,watched Gameplan on TV.THE SHOW IS SUPER FUNNY! LOVE IT MAN! :D gotta go get the DVD! Moreover,watched it with my mum.starting to love her more :) Oh wells,thats all i have for today!

Ciao! [:

PS: Sis, IMY LA! ANDAND THANKS AGAIN! :D

I'm at the lowest point of my life right now,

i know you're watching over me

i need you Jesus,

Stay by me please.

9:32 PM | 0 comments

Weeeee! I'm back :D
HELLO ALL ! :) Imma BACKKKKKKKK ! xD Gosh,i miss this blog so much! After all the care from my friends like: Marc,Celine,Cornelius,Bernice,Herman and so on,i'm finally feeling SO MUCH BETTER ! SO DAM HAPPY! THANK YOU ALL! Well,now to tired to post anything i'll post tomorrow yo.having flu now going to take medicine and SLEEP ! :D:D SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP

CIAO! [:

PS: Dummy Sis, ILY LOADS!

Labels: I'm back

Nothing is forever

1:25 PM | 0 comments

Another day spent rotting at home.nothing to do but just watch tv.want to study also dont have the interest in doing so.oh wells.fuck it.now just sitting home watching DVDs.finger ain't getting better and neither is my heart.gosh.i guess everything is just not going my way.friendship are suppose to last ain't it? But I guess not in this case.finding it hard to talk to you.gosh idk why.it seems like we're drifting apart huh? Hahaa,oh wells.nothing is meant to be forever huh? Oh what the heck.I still love you yo.no mood.not going to be updating on this blog.mia already.

Ciao all.

PS: Dam,I'm sorry...

6:33 PM | 0 comments

Wtf man.why have I become so sensitive? Slightest problem and I'm all worked up.wth is wrong la.fuck la.forget it.today was an okay day.hardcore my psp man.Valhalla Knights is a freaking nice game siol! Very addictive! [: than brother kept irritating me.he's so retarded la.Jesus help me! ._. Uhhh,nothing more already.feel so bad now for not studying.I'll study later for sure! (: nothing more already.

Ciao.

PS: Bernice is a serial killer.watch out.

7:00 PM | 0 comments

Terrible day for me.its always the same for me anyway.oh well.at least could smile.thanks to Bernice and Felicia.thanks for asking about my stupid finger really appreciate it! THANK YOU' [: anyway,another thing that kept me happy was this song The Heart of Worship by Hillsong United.such a beautiful song.I love it so much! :D anyway no mood to really post.will leave a part of that song on my blog. Ciao.

{I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about you
All about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about you
It's all about you Jesus}

PS: Jesus thank you for being with me. ILY.

11:57 AM | 0 comments

Waa.dont know what happen.not gonna care bout this fucking blog till everything normal.dont know why never talk but I guess maybe your phone no money.hais just forget it.stupid blog.